Patience. Something I have had to work on these past couple of weeks.
Some people tell me I am a rather patient person. Maybe when it comes to people… especially kids.
But when it comes to my future and plans in life? ….. not really. At all.
I like to have everything organized and planned out whether it comes to my daily, weekly, monthly, or semester schedule.
I blogged about how I was going to have an accounting interview for an internship I need VERY badly a couple weeks ago.
I had my interview, and I felt like it went pretty good. But two weeks have gone by and I haven’t heard a thing.
And two weeks has felt like a LONG time since my phone has been by my side 24/7 in one of my pockets, and even on during class waiting for a phone call. And every time my phone would ring? My heart would skip a beat. :)
Anyways, today marked two weeks since my interview. Thanks to some good advice from family members, they told me I should call and follow up with them.
So that’s what I did. There was no answer, so I left a message. Thank goodness they still called me back today. But they really didn’t tell me any information. Except that they didn’t know yet, and they should let me know by Monday.
Monday? That’s like another week! A friend who works there who actually got me the interview told me that they are hiring a lot of new CPA’s right now too, and they are just crazy busy. So that makes me feel a little bit better… But for some reason I feel like I’m just not going to get the job.
I have my resume turned in someplace else too, just in case.. but I don’t think that will probably work out. I’m also trying to contact another accounting firm but I haven’t been able to get a response.
So what has been MY plan? Take a minimester over Christmas, have an internship this coming Spring while going to school full-time with 15 credit hours. And be DONE with school and have a full-time job in May!
God’s plan? I don’t know. I’m waiting. Trying to be patient.
But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it. ~Romans 8:25
If this job I interviewed for falls through, unless a miracle job shows up, I probably won’t officially graduate next spring. I would be done with all of my classes except the internship though.
I guess I’m just getting way nervous because I would need to be starting my job in about a month or so. It’d be amazing if something worked out before then.
I was reading about Christ’s birth last night. We don’t understand why God would have HIS Son be born on this earth, all for US.
But God had a PLAN; and He has a Will for each one of us.
I feel like this applies to my life in so many different ways, not just the internship. It’s something I always have to remind myself of.
And, behold, thou shalt conceive in thy womb, and bring forth a son, and shalt call his name JESUS. He shall be great, and shall be called the Son of the Highest: and the Lord God shall give unto him the throne of his father David. ~Luke 1:31-32
These verses show that God had a plan for Christ’s Birth. And I know He has a plan for me too, even if it’s not what fits in my schedule or plans just how I would like.
...Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is wellpleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen. ~Hebrews 13:21